today i woke up feeling funny all over. nahh. nothing wrong with me. just had too little sleep and i was really tired and i couldnt believe i had to bring people to see school at 9 am. too early. but anw. was planning to go study with kaye again at KAP. just for the little detour.
met kaye at the bridge at 8.59. haha. it was drizzling. and so i was under the bridge trying hard not to get wet. we walked up the hill after all of the hmmm. what shall i call them. breakers, dancers. same thing la. anyway. they're supposed to be dancing for social day. and so we trekked up the hill with the 3 guys lagging behind us. it was totally wierd. really wierd.
then the first obstacle they had to overcome was the pesky security guards who made sure that they were registered and kept asking senseless questions. then we walked past the general office. praying hard that the admin staff wouldnt so happen to pop out. many curious stares from the gb people tho.. but it wasnt that bad. and then next was some primary school tcher who asked the guys what they were doing in a girls school. boy. that was hilarious. and i had to calm the tcher down, convince her that they were not some bloodthirsty phedophiles who only knew how to rape little girls. but HAHA. what people were there anyway. it's the school hols after all. :S
then they practiced their breakdancing.. while me and kaye settled down for geography.. then jen and the social day committee came along.. saving me from feeling alot of stress and agony. haha. we also had curious stares from mrs ang (my dance cca tic) and mrs yap (our VP) haha. but they were both really understanding when we explained. and mrs yap smiled and laughed it off that she didnt wanna embarrass the barker dancers. then at abt 12 (or ard there, all i know is WE MISSED BREAKFAST!!) we trooped to kap to study. came home and fell asleep.. :D then got back to my books.
yupp. interesting but usual day. : hmmm. oh well. time's up. ta.
a shout of praise.
8:43 PM
YES. i'm feeling abit better. oh well. anyway. band prac's coming!! saturday saturday.. la la la.. i cant wait.. :D anyway. LTC was REALLY cool. hehe. but i still think the one we planned was better. (: but anyway. WELL DONE people! haha. yes yes.
aiyah. dont really feel like blogging. whats wrong with me. today was super tiring. and i wanna sleep more. gotta wake up really early tmr. bleah. just to go to school. BLEAH. kaye! we're studying tmr! coffee and tea and biscuits. dont forget! (:
sigh. i wanna go newton to eat!!!!!! >.< bleah.
and i wanna watch OC. hmm
bahhh, i'm sleeping.
a shout of praise.
10:21 PM
went to study with kaye today at 9 at kap. talked a whole lot of rubbish catching up with each other. yeah.. drowned ourselves with coffee for me and tea for her, drank abot 3 and a half cups.. i got really giddy and had a huge headache.. but it kinda went away for a while.. i guess it was quite productive.. i did a math paper and tried to do geog.. covered a chapter. then my headache came back.. i guess it was a caffeine overload. hah. drunk with caffeine. oh well.
i guess things have been pretty depressing of late huh. with the one week left to
gan gong and have all the fun we can before really settling down into the tiresome routine of school and gearing up for the big o's.. i guess we're all tired la.. sometimes its just good to take a break and think what we're doing.. why we're doing this. get our thinking straight. sometimes i guess we become impulsive. and end up losing everything we ever had.
i guess i'll just go back to being america eh.
policy of isolationism. back to my old routine. its time to get started on it. this time for real. then i'll be numb. numb from everything else. and then i concentrate on my work. and in no time it'll be time to go. how exciting. i cant wait. to leave everything and everyone behind. then maybe people will forget better. it'll be the best for everyone.
i guess.
later. 9:37pmi just read something disturbing. i guess i dont matter much to anyone anymore huh? not even my best friend.
i guess. things arent that okay after all.
even later 9:46pm
you know what i really wish. i wish there would be someone here now. to say everything's gonna be okay. to say that everything's fine. to give me a hug and a pat on the head.
but i guess i asked for it.
ha.
a shout of praise.
9:14 PM
never lose the wonder -
tim hugheslord this heart must sing
of all that you have done for me
the beauty of the cross
the greatness of your loss
so i'll thank you for the day
when you washed my sins away
i will never lose the wonder of
the blood you shed for me
there could be no greater love than this
for all eternity
so i'll thank you for the day
when you wash my sins away
oh help me understand
just what it meant for me jesus
the holy king of all
upon a sinner's cross
so i'll thank you for the day
when you washed my sins away
never lose the wonder of
the beauty of the cross
the greatness of your loss
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10:36 PM
sometimes things just doesnt seem to go right. sometimes you wish things didnt go this way. sometimes you really regret what happened. somehow "everything's gonna turn out fine" isnt the best thing to say. and i guess its too late to start hoping things will go back to before. back to normality. hey. i'm really sorry things turned out this way. but i guess its no use trying to explain and you dont wanna hear this right now.. yeah. i guess i'm really the selfish one huh? well.. you just take care dear.
a shout of praise.
10:23 PM
Who's the True You?You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed.
With respect to money, you spend carefully and save your pennies.
You think good luck doesn't exist - reality is built on practicalities.
The hidden side of your personality tends to be a little selfish. You only do what interests you.
You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked.
When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you will search and search until you find your perfect match.
What Do You Think of Your Friends?Nat is your soulmate.
You truly love
Laura.
You consider
Abi your true friend.
You know that
Jiajia is always thinking of you.
You'll remember
Minty for the rest of your life.
You secretly think
Leemey is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.
You secretly think that
Joash is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.
You secretly think that
Shawn is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that
Shawn changes lovers faster than underwear.
You secretly think your
mom is shy and nonconfrontational. And that your
Mom has a hidden internet romance.
What Does Your Birth Date Mean?Your Birthdate:
February 10Your birth on the 10th day of the month adds a tone of independence and extra energy to your life. The number 1 energy suggest more executive ability and leadership qualities than you path may have indicated.A birthday on the 10th of any month gives greater will power and self-confidence, and very often a rather original approach. This 1 energy may diminish your ability and desire to handle details, preferring instead to paint with a broad brush. You are sensitive, but your feeling stay somewhat repressed. You have a compelling manner that can be dominating in many situations.
What's Your Expression Number? :
6You have an outstanding sense of responsibility, love, and balance. You are helpful and inclined to comfort those in need. You have many artistic and creative talents, but you only use them to better others. You are loving, friendly, and appreciative of others. You have a depth of understanding that produces much kindness and generosity. Openness and honesty are apparent in your approach to all relationships. Sometimes, you can be too demanding of yourself. At times, you tend to sacrifice yourself for the welfare of others. At other times, you have trouble distinguishing between helping and interfering.
What Year Were You Born Under? : year of the
snakePopular and crafty, you are a master at the art of seduction. You are intelligent and intuitive - and make a savvy businessperson. You live life to the fullest, even if it means maxing out your credit cards. Many people are secretly (and hopelessly) in love with you. You are most compatible with a Rooster or Ox.
You Should Have Been Born Under: year of the
horseYou've got a ton of energy - and need plenty of room to roam. You tend to follow your whims, and it's hard for you to stick to one thing. Specific jobs, loves, and friends are always changing and never a part of your life for long. Very intuitive, you tend to know what people are thinking before they say a word. You are most compatible with a Dog or Tiger.
How Normal Are You? : You Are
45% Normal (Somewhat Normal)
While some of your behavior is quite normal... Other things you do are downright strange. You've got a little of your freak going on. But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself
How Sinful Are You?Sloth:
40%Envy:
20%
Greed:
20%
Lust:
20%
Pride:
20%
Gluttony:
0%
Wrath:
0%
Chance You'll Go to Hell:
17%
You will get bugs, because you're too lazy to shoo them off. And then you'll die.
What's Your Love Type?: ESTPThe DoerIn love, you are charming, and known for sweeping people off their feet. For you, sex is fun and a great way to be in the moment with someone. Overall, you are witty, generous, and flirty. However, you tend to ignore conflict and get bored with people easily, wanting to change partners frequently.
Best matches: ISFJ or ISTJ
What Rejected Crayon Are You?you are..
What Age Do You Act?: 19
You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
Your positive traits:
You've got a ton of friends, so you have no problem meeting new people. You're great at thinking up new things and actitives to do with your other half. You tend to let the little things slide in relationships... and focus on the bigger picture.
Your negative traits:
In relationships, it tends to be your way or the highway. You can never open up completely to someone - you have to keep parts of yourself secret. You're cold and reserved, which leaves your partner feeling unloved.
Your ideal partner:
Flexible, because you're not going to be the one to compromise! Is smart and quirky with lots of weird interests... including you. A true indivdualist who doesn't care what anyone thinks
Your dating style:
Stimulating. You prefer dates that explore a shared interest - like a lecture, muesum tour, or concert.
Your seduction style:
Wacky. Your wild ideas have your lover wondering what's next. Insatiable - it takes a lot to satisfy your desires. Varied. You're eager to try things as soon as you learn about them.
Tips for the future:
Bring a little responsibility to your relationship - like showing up for dates! Compromise a little. It would kill you to do things your lover's way for once. Be aware of your parnter's jealousy. Even though you aren't jealous, realize your partner is sometimes.
Best color to attract mate: Sky blue
Best day for a date: Wednesday
What's Your Personality Type?
The Duty Fulfiller (ISTJ)
You are responsible, reliable, and hardworking - you get the job done. You prefer productive hobbies, like woodworking or knittings. Quiet and serious, you are well prepared for whatever life hands you. Conservative and down-to-earth, you hardly ever do anything crazy. You would make a great business executive, accountant, or lawyer.
hehe. these quizzes are really fun.. haha. very addictive.. lol. i love the what do you think of your friends one.. (: hilarious. wayyy wayyy hilarious. click to try it! gosh.. there's so many more.. and i feel like doing them all.. but i cant! ): no time no time.. oh well. i'll try again another day.. (:
a shout of praise.
4:15 PM
The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.
You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please
Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.
In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.
What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder.It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment.They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.
hmmm. i've got nothing to say.
a shout of praise.
7:48 PM
i DONT believe this. school's starting in ONE (ONE!?!) week. can you believe it? i cant. GAHHHHH. SAVE ME. i need to get back to work. i've been on the computer for about 1 hour. hmm. and my mom's cooked dinner. SO EARLY! its only like what. 5.30. hmmm. wierd. everything's wierd today.
and OH MY GOODNESS. i have NOT sent a single sms. something's really wrong with me. hmmm.
life still has to go on. doesnt it?
i think i'm falling sick.
i hope so.
i dont want to go back to school
okay. enough.
going
a shout of praise.
5:21 PM
planet shakers - running after youYour Word is a light unto my path
Your Love guides me through my darkest night
And even though sometimes
Your ways
I cannot understand
Ill never walk away because my futures
In Your hands
I dont care what people will say
Im running after You
I wont turn back and go their way
Coz Im running after You
Yeah Im running after You
Im running after You(I will run to You)
I dont care what people will say
Im running after You
I wont turn back and go their way
Coz Im running after You
Dont matter what may come my way
Im running after you
Its You Im following today
Im running after You
Im running after You
a shout of praise.
4:02 PM
I'M STILL BURNT. X( and i'm starting to peel.. peel. peel. bleah. stupid onions. and its itchy too. ): bleah
anyway. my brother and father's gone for the weekend. off to ecocamp in m'sia. hope they survive.. and i hope its not fun. ): tho i think it'll probably be. hope the piranhas dont get them. or the alligators. oh well. back to the books. enough running about. it's time to focus. get your mind back on the books. you know that very well.
you know. life still has to go on. whereever you are, whatever you do. uncle al said this to me in the car today when he sent me to school after sending my church pple off. "kristi, dont worry. you're gonna be fine. you'll make new friends and you'll have lots of friends. trust me." its very hard to trust him.. but i'll try. thanks for the encouragement uncle al. and he said. "and you hve to rmb NEVER to forget god. he's always there for you so never let him go cos he wont." so. yeah. that was comforting. its strange to be in a new place all by yourself surrounded by white people who just may be racist. i dont exactly look forward to that. but thinking about everything, the experience, the fun, the independence, its all just so.. exhilarating. and its only for one year. i can do that right?
for me. its not really easy making friends. especially close ones. the friendships forged over these few years. i really hope its not going to go just like that.
ahh. depressing.
a shout of praise.
3:27 PM
HIGHLIGHT OF TODAY : went to sentosa with the eight! (:
haha. we're all cooked lobsters. and my skin hurts SO much.. X i cant take it!! the last time it was this bad was obs i think.. but that was 5 days so it doesnt really count eh..
i want the photos!! abi hurry send!!
anyway. today was a whole lot of fun la.. played in the sun.. sat the beach tram. and singing so much songs on it that EVERYONE was staring at us.. haha. i think the
angmoh lady thought we were crazy.. she kept laughing at us.. :S oh well. but it was FUN singing.. haha. at least we dint know the people. otherwise i'd really be embarrassed like xwx.. hehe. oh well.
we tanned alot.. haha. just lay down there like idiots.. but it was fun.. laura kept asking me when to flip.. hehe. but i think we flipped too late.. we got burnt in the end.. crispy chicken.. with white pork floss and sugar coating on top. (the white sand).. lol.
anyway. we had our tiny music session with my guit and cla's magic fingers. and we played frisbee.. and we dint have a beach volleyball. but we managed to make do.. hehe. we played monkey in the middle (or rather monkeys. we had 3. LOL. too many of us la.. ) in the sea, swam to the islands.. took photos.. (: hehe.. i loved our little outing today.. (: and we dint spend that much money.. ( okay. we did.. but not as much as when we go out right.. ) haha.
OH YES! leemey's a really good hair washer.. she washed all the sand out of all our heads. scrubbed and scrubbed... it was good. and we kept having sand in our shorts.. hehe. funny ah. i think we must have looked really funny trying to wash the sand out.. haha. yeah.
but i think be ultimate part of today was the fact that we all managed to go out together.. (: it was really cool that all ofus could go out together as an eight.. i was quite sad when i heard xwx and jia couldnt come.. but they did in the end!! (: thank you thank you people.. you guys made my day~! (: lol.. and i still like the tram ride along the beach. that was the most fun part where we ALL (cept for xwx.. ) sang and had enjoyed ourselves. and i think that was the only time when all of us were together.. (: yupp.
thanks! to the 7 of you.. you really made my day!! i really really really am gonna miss all of you when i go.. ):
a shout of praise.
10:36 PM
that was during lunch on the last day..
that was the corridor out side my room.. the guys room was just downstairs... and the other rooms were taken by some adults
that was MY room.. and MY bed.. a hugee queen (nat says king) sized bed there.. i shared room with mich.. (: my dear church fren..
boy.. this was hilarious. the games that me nat and nick came up with.. GOSH. it was amusing seeing the church people torture THIS new comer.. haha. what a way to welcome drew.. haha. EXTREME MAKEOVER! yeah. haha
me and drew! haha. i look so studious.. but thats actually the laptop we've been watching our oc on! :P lol.. haha. and listening to all my music.. whoa. and that was the last day too. haha.
and that was us.. (: our quan jia fu.. ahh. i miss camp..
there'll be more soon.. once i get them.. yupp.. (: i want the tennis ones chris!! haha.
evangel people! (: go read drew's blog.. he's thanking you guys yeah. haha.
cheers. hope you guys enjoyed the pics. :D
a shout of praise.
10:27 PM
la la la la.. i'm THE genius. i forgot to bring my keys cos yesterday after blading i left the keys in the pouch and dint put it back in the wallet so today after everything i couldnt get into the house. i'm just awesome arent i.. gosh.. so i thought.. hey i'll go nat's house.. an she said okay and everything.. so i went trooping to the bus stop.. and guess what? i rmbed that my ezlink has NO money.. how wonderful. so i walked to her house.. which actually isnt that far.. if you actually walk fast you'll be there in twenty.. so i did.. and i took a shower there.. then started on my chem and bio papers..
i dont believe we still have to go back to school for chinese. :l oh gosh. we had ting li and oral practice. and we hve to go back agan tmr..can you believe it? i cant. bleah. doesnt work for me.. chinese is o-v-e-r. hear me. over. :S .. nahhhh. still need my marks..
YAY. tmr people are coming back.. HURRY HURRY HURRY. i'm going to faint. there's no one here to talk to. and CERTAIN people arent being very sociable.. shant name them. >:l and i'm not gonna talk to them ever again. you meano. pfft.
ahem. you. the one going to darwin. get packing.. dont miss your computer too much.. hug it and kiss it all you can now. you're going to miss it. har har har. and dont let your hp bill burst la. have a safe trip. AND GET ME SOMETHING.
a shout of praise.
10:06 PM
i had never ever had such a boring day in my entire life.. this morning i did two math papers and abit of a bio paper.. then i tried to study bio but nothing went in so i stopped. gahh. i need my study group back so they can make me study.. bleah.. :S and i had absolutely NO one to sms.. everyone's away!! grrr. come back quickly okay.. i need you all!! :S
luckily nick came over in the afternoon and we went blading and swimming.. lol. it was funn. (: haha. and i wasnt that bored.. until he left.. we're going to go out on friday!! WHOOPIE.. cell outing.. haha. and its me as usual.. the only girl.. lol. think nat's coming. (: HOPE SO.. :X but aiyah. even if she doesnt.. i'm used to it.. me and nick and my bro and chris and ting kai and drew. think thats it.. NAT! bring ry!! hehehe. gahh. oh well. we're gonna watch a movie (MR AND MRS SMITH! (X ) after lunch then they're all coming over to play tennis and hang out until after dinner then we'll have cell. funn ehh.. haha. i hope so.. :P
oh gosh. my teeth still hurt. dentists sure know how to make their patients suffer.. :X he's added more metal stuff to my teeth and now its doubly tight and my gums are aching and my cheeks are sore and it gets numb.. yikes. my teeth are killing me. and i am STILL swallowing food.. my throat is hurting.. ): i have been eating soft and liquid food for the past few days and i'm SICK of it.. :S i wanna eat my apples. i cant even bite anymore.. DR YONG! you're killing me slowwww..
a shout of praise.
8:34 PM
CHURCH CAMP WAS AWESOME!hahaha..
i love church camp i love church camp.. hehehe.
okay this was
day 1 (or rather day 2 but it was day 1 to me) :
we got there real real late.. like 8pm cos there was a jam up the causeway cos i came out late for dental.. and we missed dinner.. and i was starving cos i dint have bfast or lunch cos i had no time to have it.. so i was really hungry.. and then we had dinner. and then we went str to the games room where the rest of the youths were and we played table tennis and pool and table soccer. hehe. was SO SO fun cos chris made up this game from the table tennis. but i guess i was the party spoiler cos i dint know how to hit the ball properly.. :S but doesnt matter we all had fun anw.
then it was back to the room.. me nat drew and mich were studying.. and we managed to stuff ourself silly with informations from our various books.. then mich wanted to sleep then we all went to sleep. BLEAH. but oh well. haha. it was fun. nat bunked over in my bed.. [the rooms were
HUGE. there was like 2 queen sized beds for 1 person.. i nvr had such a big bed in my life.] and so nat came and shared it with me.. so.. yeah. drew went back down to his room.. and that was the end of day 1.
day 2:got up at TEN! we were LATE LATE LATE..missed breakfast and worship.. and we got scolded by mrs celia lee. haha. no la. aunty celia [like thats any difference] and i went for class late and it was embarrassing to go in late but oh well. haha. then we had games and then the photo shoot and then we had lunch. yumm. i thought the food was great.. BUT i had to swallow cos my teeth were hurting. just tightened them on friday [day1, thats why we were late. heh.] but anw i still ate.. and after that we had free time.. so we went back up to the room, me nat and drew. haha. we watched OC on my dad's com cos we were too lazy to study.. haha. we did for abit tho.. then at 4 we went down to play tennis. i dint play. [i cant anw.] i took photos.. (: cool eh.. and then we all had a shower and dinner.. and it was
GAMES! ta-da. oh boy.. we made them suffer. hehe. (me nick and nat planned the games.. ) it was a whole lot of hawflakes and funn.,. but i will not elaborate. too long.. hehe. it was funn.. (: cos i planned it.. la la la. :P
then after everything me drew and chris went to watch the stars.. haha. and had our own rock concert.. (nah just kidding.. playing to the golf course la.. :P) then after everyone finished their bowling or their pool they came to join us and we had our little sing-a-long cum worship session.. hehe. it was so fun.. and when they offed the lights the view of the sky was so so cool cos you could actually see the stars and wow.. it was amazing.. (: but then the horrible clouds covered it and the mozzies started attacking us so we went back to the guys' room, and played card games and rehearsed for our play until it was time to sleep.. then we went back to our rooms.. fell asleep watching tv.. hehe.
day 3:
i dint wake up late!! haha. (: i woke up early this time.. bet it had something to do with the studying.. hehe. then had bfast.. woah. had some punch. my own cocktail of mango and orange juice plus a bit of milk.. haha. i dint know there was milk tho.. haha. disgusting.. but i couldnt tell anyway. hehe. couldnt taste it.. only realised after.. la la la.. but anyways. then we had worship, communion, class.. then went back down for lunch and that was it.. ): BOO. and we came home after that.. it really was alot of funn.. (:
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thats about it.. Oh and
joel. if you read this sorry i dint reply your sms! haha i was sleeping.. :S so i couldnt.. oh well have fun in korea and dont forget to get something for me!! (: yay. and have a safe journey home.. see you soon.. (: take care..
andrew khoo! thanks for coming for camp!! haha. (: you were an awesome pocahontas.. lol. haha. evangel drag queens.. LOL! but oh well. i think every one enjoyed your company.. haha. see you on friday for cell! (: take care in KL..
shawn lai ah you.. dont know if you'll ever read this. who cares anyway. have fun in darwin. you'r supposed to get me something ah. if not no treat. haha. have a pleasant flight and hope you get knocked down by the ruggers over there and get more injuries.. HEHE. take care anyways.
okay. (: finito... going to sleep.. long day of studying tmr... bleahhh.
a shout of praise.
11:04 PM
